Sitting at my table, I wonder what in the world is going on.. Really don’t have much to do or say. But my heart pounds in expectation, And anticipation... Of what might happen in the near and now; “Go for it”, one voice keeps saying; “Stay away”, another weeps loudly; Yet my finite mind keeps crying the opposite... If only I knew what the future entailed; I would be certain to dance with joy and exhilaration, At the prospect of becoming the”bride”, I The one and only! Forever with you, oh that I pray daily; To grow old with you, what an experience rarely! Watching the light break at dawn; While ushering in a glorious morn. And that too should be my earnest desire; To be the bride at day, To be the bride at night; To be the bride come what may, o precious one I pray! Should it ever come to my hearing? That you need a friend who will be there all enduring; To spill all the dreadful agony; This too will be my privilege and a rare opportunity; To grieve and to h